I enjoyed it while what it was was. Walking away is disappointing but people hated me my whole life. It's not a problem. It's just decades and then this, well in the end I won because history reads I'm sincere. Led on means my friends were and are used beyond what I'd see forgivable. Thought a line was drawn, lying to me, and that wasn't happening again. Conglomerates own the destruction of the world and pay their conspirators well. Wallow in it NEW YORK. It's okay. I'm going away. It's a business complaining about ruining the world and you're all bankrupt but well paid. Thanks for my liberty at least that wasn't anyone's to give. _uck off, politely.
Bitterness can be life. But I'm not stupid. I can be worthless. Work done, I fall asleep is a complaint. Happens unless worried where someone is exactly. Or excited seeing someone, like these last months of 20+ hour days at 66?
So, has to be I lovingly hate Disney/ABC so much for the wasted Opportunistic Destruction of a Florida Vacation Paradise demanding parking lotted cars ruin efficiency.
Well, I am an idiot as I really LOVE her while sinking here in my John Paul Jones sunken ship. I guess at least I've said these things so I can walk away?
So, it's bare board NOW checker-heads. Me, depicted trivial nuisance shown visually real. Penniless and powerless, a parlor game among people, not Lee's fault. No matter how trivially played. But still National Enquirer Mike Hammer. Lee even in just the same paragraph you forced your name into the sentence in bed with him.
I actually looked a person and grinned when they said how would you like it if I wrote things like that about you and I grinned.I know it could begone. But as meticulously truthful and digging as far as possible. Hey, as Patti Smith ended her talk at Ginsberg's Poetry Memorial at the Second Avenue Church. Ginsberg said, "Just write."
Yep, right, angry. The conversations of disbelief I look back on. Hell maybe it was me that spelled out my name in all capital letters I saw in the SEARCH page that produced Ritter and her in full smile. I couldn't look to know. And then I saw and learned other things and knew speculation was Guy really emphasized Baltimore's where he'd be most famous. I saw and realized other things and not my fault. Once I realized I really loved her the first time she was introduced? I could have made a bigger mess and wouldn't care.
Bill Ritter could help faceless Sean Hannity kick my ___ as threatened 30 years back. No one holds my glasses, don't care. Channel 7 Higher Arch-ies? Pedigree's full of curse words dudes.
Lot of people waiting a long time, besides GOD, to stepson this inflated self-righteous about everything but especially money crap. ...
Nope, anger flown. That Mar-a-Lago Warden killed "to be honest" didn't he? Man that idiot ruined every expression he touched. Especially America!
Soap Opera: She grabbed my waking from prayer eyes, technically revocable. As long as her call. Turns out I'm punch drunk. Lying to me a way of life since about when RACIST Sheriff Willis McCall wanted this five year old humiliated. But hey, buried reputations work. Joan of Arc, lists endless.
I've embedded, historically, a mark on all Civilization. Don't care enough? I don't care. I'm convinced being a shit's been written away from by me. I'm stunned by the tone, but the necessities been killing me GENERATIONS!
Idiots are offended kids are shot in school? Training them for war molded by patriotism crafted profit. Mothers' dead children isn't fun. Don't face that? Don't face me? See? Leaving. Oh right. Why don't I send this about Dump Witch Hunt lying so the people who don't compete with me don't pay me. Not everybody it's rue of, but I can appreciate that it's true of me that I meant something. My editor pretends to defend Literature unless I reach a PUBLISHER'S grace. I've had people tell me my boss won't help you and a once head at the top say in a park ZI ain't believe you're introducing me to him here. Later? "I can't ask him." My decent review for a published novel his Literature FB page was canceled asa favor for a friend. How unintellectually informed he represented himself to me at the end is just. Just. I know not right for what I'm doing, to publicly lament and whine. More dignified to hide so destroyed remains justified. For the economy losers. But I'm out of wasting my time.But If I organized? Sure.
Rounding out trivial nuisances. Done. I'm not mad. MAD at everyone really. Because everyone's not facing something. Oh right. People are only side. Bullshit. No one lifts a finger unless I cry. I hate that that woman even had me smiling. This city of what's wrong with me I don't like hanging oiut in bars. So What? People ,make up that that means anything anywhere and it's just diddly-squat for a culture self absorbed in predatory. No owonder people say her name around me and I can't talk to her. I'm beneath New York's predatory Standards and wealth and I guarantee the IRS knows I didn't have to have a l
But that's life. Her, I don't care.I'd just like to see something like I saw myself become head over heels without a word one. Floored. Happens. Life moves on. Time too.
Hearing "ooo that's the guy that"is nice but the "I hear she" near the Caro residence is in line with why presence THERE pursuing her is being wrapped up by one important enough man's ignorantly mean gesture.
In my interests and values towards addressing life I'd, technically, accepted facing never leaving New York. But after these three months, or so, due to a, of course, revocable bond between our eyes, the scheduled this week end of the vigil stops with that mean moment grinned back towards the Disney Exec who'd gotten the nice fan time for an effusive fan who continuously bubbled before and after and that was nice. Always nice seeing others treated well.
I grinned when he passed and all that bitter glare in my eyes meant was what I basically knew but always ignore. I was hated as a child for wanting that damned circle train in Disney World connected somewhere. Yeah, maybe the Military Industrial Complex could care less about their enterprise me, calling their trade a joke tailored for Congressional glad-handing all over the world of scapegoats galore.
When the 50 Year Old DISNEY effusive hateful smiles, at me, hiding that disgrace, can end with that glare meaning I'm a penniless dope not understanding too immature not to understand BIG MONEY already won as Bill Gates playfully cheers from his failed to defeat free internet completely throne. Modified with a Rupert Murdoch dipstick that that ill-read Disney suspect probably has a replica of in his DEN.
But my fault I can't afford to even call Sade even if I had her number. But I don't have a right to change meaning Soapbox View was created to make. Nor the right to just walk away without her confirmation. Obviously I'm not befriending an ABC exec for our proper introduction and Bill Ritter said, "Hi Guy" once andI mumble something looking at her.
I'm just not allowed any more time for this. Ya know, as they say. This doesn't s___ because it's her. But I only have to half like it considering where glad-handers left me. Ariana Huffington bubbled about playing bubbling muse with Picasso. Sade nor I will not be bothered by that.I'm not kidding. Cry if you want, but I know what I've written means an exclamation point walking away from the LOT OF YOU. Oh that's not nice? I'm sorry I realized that. I faced the crap, I can be out if I want.
Turns out I could have made a much better living and even the IRS knows it. Idiots. Disney/ABC Execs? Now how through our evolution is anyone expected to be immune.
"Hey man, some people believe in" me? See, done however I want and so what? 
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